Tuesday, March 31, 2009
with all the other unnecessary bs going on in my life .. i truly didnt even get excited about possibly transferring to temple?!
because i got in today.
i'll post my acceptance letter once my mom faxes it, because yes i am that hype.
its not as exciting as like being a freshman and getting in .. but im still excited.
dont ask me what im going to do because i dont know yet
just know if i transfer back home i'll be unstoppable.
"It hurts my ego not to be able to walk in phipps and drop a few stacks in the theory store." - lol
if i was a guy i think i would be similar to craig, thats why i fuck with him so much .. i dont think he would be like me though, he would be like one of those light skinned skinny bitches that girls didnt fuck with cuz she thought she was too cute and did what she wanted to do.
anyway .. TQH is where i got the idea to start blogging and was the first place i ever started posting then it was mynats (ya lie) now im by myself on midterm so of course i had to give a much needed shoutout to TQH .. craig especially because he was actually my nigga before todd and joey were lmao.
so make sure you check up on the quarter hug which is listed first on my "other blogs i like" section. whatever craig plans on selling which im sure will be worth it make sure you cop the fuck up.
and make sure you throw that shit back
You've taken me for granted but you only get one chance
Then you left me hurting and it won't happen again
So she finally left you, it ain't no surprise
That you miss your water 'cause your well went dry
(they should have put a brown baby on there)
born tuesday. married wednesday. loved friday. - david walden
power out. doesn't kiss. chance missed - jeremy cope
she leaves town, he calls me - jane pillow
first date. train late. didnt wait - paul rutherford
the site started because of this six word story by earnest hemingway
"for sale: baby shoes, never used."
this past saturday i went to the opening of this club near my school ..
it was ass
the music was of course terrible but then again .. i wasn't expecting it to be good, southern music or atlanta music as i call it isnt really my thing
and to go along with it .. i was put in so many random situations ..
like i dont know bul lmao
Monday, March 30, 2009
at least for someone with such a mellow life
so with that in mind i figured i would post some of my text messages
"i wish people could understand that once your out of college its hard as hell to find somebody good, thats why im on my hunt now .. i always thought you were very lucky but i was stubborn as hell to admit it, but im glad i have the chance to tell you now"
(not exactly from the person i want but the person i wanted
which is unfortunately as close as i can get)
"i was kidnapped and im very sorry for being an asshole and not hitting u up and tell u that"
(bla bla bla)
"I never dreamed youd leave in summer, i thought you would go then come back home, i thought the cold would leave by summer, but my quiet nights will be spent alone. you said there would be warm love in springtime, that is when you started to be cold, i never dreamed youd leave in summer, but now i find myself alone. You said then youd be the life in autumn, said youd be the one to see the way, no i never dreamed youd leave in summer, but now i find my love has gone away, why didnt you stay." (lol that one was 5 messages but a goody indeed)
Put your troubled mind at ease
What I can’t give you, you don’t need
Step out of your fantasy
And stand beside me in sweet reality
This is no dream, I’ll set you free
From all your misery
I’m the missing part to your broken heart
Believe this to be true
My love is custom made just for you
With me you can begin a fresh start
I posses the love key to your lonely heart
Wake up… you’re living a dream
Return to sweet reality with me.
What I can’t give you; you don’t need
What you seek, you will find in me
Dare to take the journey
My love is guaranteed to please
Can’t you see…………………..
To be at peace I’m all you need.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
I found myself immediately intrigued by him
It's almost like I knew this man from another life
Like back then maybe I was his husband maybe he was my wife
And even,things I don't like about him are fine with me
Cause it's not hard for me to understand him cause he's so much like me
And it's truly my pleasure to share his company
And I know that it's God's gift to breathe
The air he breathes
How can the same man that makes me so mad
Do you know what he did
Turn right around and kiss me so soft
Girl do you know what he did
If he ever left me I wouldn't even be sad no
Cause there's a blessin' in every lesson
And I'm glad that I knew him at all
hoody: american apperal unisex salt and pepper hoddy
dress: american apperal, u neck love sleeve mini dress
bag: LV clutch handed down from my mothaa
shoes: my beat up, wear every other single day, gold steve madden flats mwahh
also .. some of my friends and i have this thing where when we walk under or drive under a street light it will go out, sometimes with me it will like flicker off and on. either way .. its weird as hell
so today to top all of this off! my ceiling light that has worked all semester went out.
so i went to change it and put a new bulb in and it still dosnt work ..
now my thinking is why does my roommates light still work, because i'm sure they put the light bulbs in at the same time in the beginning of the semester.
so to get a better grasp on this situation of course i googled it!
and this is what i found:
when i say this shit is mind blowing!!
before you click the link this is the definition of indigo people:
group of souls born into this earth plane who come as messengers of truth. they are lightworkers whose earthly mission is to bring love and light to this plane and to teach educate and learn how to live life on earth, to prepare for the following etherical infinate life hereafter.
heres a video:
and my final words are:
this is VERY crazy, like im sitting here blown!
read the characteristics to see if they apply to you because they sure as hell apply to me.
that video is kind of weird and makes me think twice, but still this shit is ridiculous.
NATALIE READ THIS
Saturday, March 28, 2009
listen to when or if ..
NBC- just a nice collaboration
Bounce Back - your feeling underestimated
Down 4 U - your in a relationship and let your man listen too
Touch the Sky remix - you want to hear a crazy ass kanye remix
I am - if your in a relationship and let your man listen too
Pimp da 1 U love - the niggas around you are fuckin up
P.S - your feeling yourself or when you need some encouragement
Have it All - if you lost somebody close to you
Interviews with Charli Baltimore - just listen, its good
Me & My boo - you have friends that are male that are solely your friend and that's it
romeo is probably the most indescribable crazy person Ive ever experienced
and my final words about him are simply:
if its meant to be it will be
i look forward to these next weeks in atlanta and an amazing summer with myself, my friends, and most importantly my family.
for once im the one administrating a midterm for not only myself but more importantly my peers.
i might have gotten the time line a little wrong but for the most part it went like this:
(one person felt it)
(i was bothered by his arm around me, hence my head close to natalie)
(first time we went somewhere just the two of us)
(he was excited, i was his date)
(when it was almost mutual)
(the day it and basically the exact moment it became official)
its his favorite kind of day