i have to go to my christian book club meeting, today were burning catcher in the rye, karen

of course im not asleep .. its 3:38 am
im wondering why fresh prince isnt on (it usually is)
my brooo don, just posted something cozy and warm about me on his blog.
and it made me want to just come and write .. as you can see, ive been doing that a little more.
even though im sure that some wont take the time out to read, thats fine.
but as i posted a little while back, blogs in my opinion shouldnt be limited to any certain type of posting. however, i actually find it comforting and interesting when i get to read about peoples day, what they decided to put on, who they hung out with, where they went. and added pictures always make it more yummy! id rather see that then watch videos (i rarely look at videos if somebody posts them) or read about something that is completely far fetched. i think that blogs are supposed to represent you and your life and the things you like.
i just put in the next cd of my will and grace dvd, which means im about to get right in my bed and probably post,watch, and laugh. these last couple of days i havnt stepped out of my room unless it was for toliet paper (i finally ran out so my hero TP dropped me off some), or going downstairs to the vending machine. my bed has been my life, sadly. but im actually more than okay with that. im not really in a strut my stuff type of mood, not yet .. thats coming soon.
i just realized i need a nickname for don. ill be thinking ..

smirk

all i really want to do, like seriously want to do ..
is see my parents, sleep in their hotel room
get my apartment in AS, with no strings attached.
call up renee so she can come over and do my hair
go to ritas with natalie
go downtown and sit somewhere with somebody or by myself
kiss and smoke
get an interview pleaseeeeee
meditate
and
laugh and smirk

get me home now.

you can take this seriously but at the same time dont

earlier on facebook i said i wanted to get high, watch a porno, and get some ice cream. and i did it all. and since im still a tad bit high i thought i would just come and babble about random nothings until i was satisfied. porn is actually really interesting if you think about it, its not as bad as people make it seem. lol not even on some freak shit, its just cool ... but let me not go on about porn ... that would be weird. on an ice cream tip, i had a push pop and a klondike today and it was A-MAZING. i was telling TP2 that push pops remind me of my mom (i feel like this post is getting weirder by the moment) only because she likes sherbert and thats the kind of ice cream that was in the push pop. i remember we used to get these big tubs of orange sherbert (only orange) and sit in the kitchen and eat it on really hot days.
click this link and tell me this shit is not mindblowing, raciest, scary, disgusting, and every other out of this world type of word. LIKE WTF, it really pisses me off actually.
"is it because the whole world calls me drugs
didn't I say I can help or hurt you
you should be paranoid without me
and with me feel a buzz
is that cocky or what
amihigh" - nerd

i wash my sheets

i started to clean my room but ended up just being bored and taking pictures and listening to erykah badu and lauryn hill.
i just wrapped my hair now im about to enjoy some apple sauce with a fork because i ran out of spoons and a piece of "special dark" valentines day chocolate
i havnt charged my phone in awhile because i haven't been going out .. does anybody else do that?
and my shirt smells like cloves because it was sitting on my desk over my pack of cloves that i dont smoke anymore but i think i might have one tomorrow.

p.s i love wife beaters but i feel stupid saying that name

fishy

wtf
am i the only one that finds this kind of stuff weird yet cool?

same shit different age

A series of pictures with the same model in different ages, everything done with amazing make-up and lighting.

age: 10

age: 20

age: 30

age: 40

age: 50

age: 60

crazy right?

keo

KEO is the name of a proposed space time capsule which will be launched in 2010 or 2011 carrying messages from the citizens of present Earth to humanity 50,000 years from now, when it will reenter Earth's atmosphere.

Every person is invited to write a message addressed to the future inhabitants—the deadline is December 31, 2009. Messages can be posted via the project's website, or sent by postal mail. The organizers encourage everybody to gather messages from children, senior citizens and the illiterate so that every culture and demographic on Earth is represented. The satellite has enough capacity to carry a four-page message from each of the more than six billion inhabitants on the planet. Once the satellite is launched, the messages (with personal names removed) will be made freely available on the web.

KEO will also carry a diamond that encases a drop of human blood chosen at random and samples of air, sea water and earth. The DNA of the human genome will be engraved on one of the faces. The satellite will also carry an astronomical clock that shows the current rotation rates of several pulsars, photographs of people of all cultures; and "the contemporary Library of Alexandria", an encyclopedic compendium of current human knowledge.

cool right? they said it might not actually be done but if it did happen it would be pretty cool.
its one of those things that's weird to think about
more info