i feel you

with me having a blog about my life you get the chance to watch me make mistakes, figure things out, mature and grow as an individual. therefore i hope that no one will judge me because of the material i decide to post, no matter if they are positive or negative comments. if you know me, and my character or judgment has changed outside of this blog (face to face), that is a different story .. and i can understand that. however i would like to think that for the most part ive become a better person. but who's really perfect?
every once and awhile i get this feeling that i should stop blogging (or just post about general things) because i realize that im really exposing my life to the world and it can feel really vulnerable.
sometimes people ask why i dont ever have much to say .. and its really because i like to analyze people and situations and just sit back and observe. so having a blog sometimes feels like im allowing people to know what i think about inside my head, and its weird. at one point i was saying a lot .. and i look back on it now and sometimes i find myself going back and deleting certain things lol .. but then i stop because it allows me to see the growth that ive made and it feels really good.
you really dont see a lot of blogs where people just sit and write about what is really going on in their life and their everyday feelings (which to me is pretty interesting) if anything people will blog about pictures or quotes that may depict a certain feeling but never just words and words of thoughts..
and i really dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing?

so for all those bloggers, that decide to express themselves and take that risk of people judging you or not understanding you ..
i feel you ..
and its really harder than it may seem.