i have to go to my christian book club meeting, today were burning catcher in the rye, karen

of course im not asleep .. its 3:38 am
im wondering why fresh prince isnt on (it usually is)
my brooo don, just posted something cozy and warm about me on his blog.
and it made me want to just come and write .. as you can see, ive been doing that a little more.
even though im sure that some wont take the time out to read, thats fine.
but as i posted a little while back, blogs in my opinion shouldnt be limited to any certain type of posting. however, i actually find it comforting and interesting when i get to read about peoples day, what they decided to put on, who they hung out with, where they went. and added pictures always make it more yummy! id rather see that then watch videos (i rarely look at videos if somebody posts them) or read about something that is completely far fetched. i think that blogs are supposed to represent you and your life and the things you like.
i just put in the next cd of my will and grace dvd, which means im about to get right in my bed and probably post,watch, and laugh. these last couple of days i havnt stepped out of my room unless it was for toliet paper (i finally ran out so my hero TP dropped me off some), or going downstairs to the vending machine. my bed has been my life, sadly. but im actually more than okay with that. im not really in a strut my stuff type of mood, not yet .. thats coming soon.
i just realized i need a nickname for don. ill be thinking ..

smirk

all i really want to do, like seriously want to do ..
is see my parents, sleep in their hotel room
get my apartment in AS, with no strings attached.
call up renee so she can come over and do my hair
go to ritas with natalie
go downtown and sit somewhere with somebody or by myself
kiss and smoke
get an interview pleaseeeeee
meditate
and
laugh and smirk

get me home now.